Josh Groban + Dexter Holland = fucking sex. Needs a pornz.

So I created a new blog. Not that many people read this one anyway. Or the one I created. But whatev. New blog is here: http://mailovescake.blogspot.com

It's pretty vulgar and language-y. If you hate people who cuss and be their sassy little original not-brainwashed selves then don't read it.

Also, new art blog: http://mailovescake.tumblr.com

because blogger doesn't like BIG ASS IMAGES /O/

I'm better now. Not quite as depressed as I was for my previous entry. Hurrah. I got the cardboard machette done for my 3D project and I love it. I need to take pics of it tomorrow (cuz were supposed to n stuff for the assignment). I'm exhausted furthermore. And look! It's snowing!

I need to do some arts... To relax.

I'm so not relaxed.

My head fucking hurts. Like wtf hurts. Hurts in my forehead and behind my temples. Guh. It's all from stress with college and crap. Ughhh.... I had a critique today for my 3D class and I got one of the best reviews in the class. I was so happy. It was from the toughest critique-ers in the class too. That made my day. I was so happy and proud.

Work today was... ugh. I really don't like some of the people I work with. The people I worked with today don't socialize with me, just boss me around, reprimand me and all that. Ugh, I hate it.

Tomorrow is Halloween. I'mma do a Halloween story special with Ivan. It's a story that I planned on writing and sending in for a scholarship. I never did, but for Halloween, I will.

I wanna do a comic too. Meh. I love Halloween.

I'm a sad panda today.

We finished off critique today... and boy I'm a little depressed from what I got for mine. I know my structure isn't totally WOW! but.. I still worked hard and did my best on it :< I know there's a lot of things wrong with it that leave a lot to be desired... all you gotta do is tell me it sucks to my face and that I shouldn't do 3D art ever ever ever ever again.

The previous 2 art projects didn't fare much better... the wire shoe, I got NOTHING at all! No bad but no good either... The plaster got shit and so did the cardboard... I don't like critiques... I always get the worst from everyone. I'm just not cut out for 3D art... I just... suck...

Anyways, onto happier subjects. Got the clear for Dynamis-Windurst last night.. and LOOK! I GOTS MY ASSASSIN'S BONNET ========><========! MY BLUE DIAPER BEANIE!!!! It was free lot, and anyone who had Thief at lv.75 and wanted one and didn't already have it could lot on it. So I did. My lot was 822 O____O That DOESN'T happen. NOT in DYNAMIS.

Lots are usually like... 12. and 30. and 150. BUT FUCKING 822!!!1!11!!111!11!

I'm on call for work tonight at 6. I hope they don't need me. They usually don't. Really I wanna just work on my next 3D project... which is a Visual book. I need old hard-back books... desperately...

As the title says, I'm no longer HORRIBLY ill. I am, however, frustrated. I will not say what about. But I am frustrated. With a lot of things.

FFXI made my night last night. Did the Airship fight for Chains of Promathia... the HARDEST fight in the entire storyline (which makes no sense.. I'm more confused than ever now because of last night) and we OWNED it. Absolutely owned it. I was quite impressed, and happy to get the clear.

My 3d Project is due tomorrow. I gotta paint it. >_> Won't be a huge problem. Just need some newspaper.

I HAVE NO CLASS ON WEDNESDAY!! WOOOOO

I haven't really worked on my RP at all. I'm actually not liking what I have, so I'm thinking of revamping. I donno. I think I'll work on it until it's complete (the storyline and concept of the game) before considering revamping.

I just ate some cookie crisp. Yumz.

It literally happened over night. I have a fever, swollen and sore throat, runny nose, coughs, sneezes, congested face and UGH. It SUCKS. Skipping class again today. I donno if I'll be able to go in to work today either ><. If my fever dies down then maybe. I donno.

And my fucking scroll pad doesn't work anymore. Stupid laptop.

Today started out awesome. Then I drove to school and my tire blew out. I forgot my cellphone at home and I didn't know I had a spare tired in the back (even if I did, I wouldn't know how or be able to change it). I was stuck on I70 for a good hour or so trying to get someone to stop and pull over and help me but no one came.

Until this one guy, whose name I don't know, who was pulling up on the entry ramp stopped, went in reverse and pulled in in front of me to help. He even took my tire to the shell station and filled it up with air. I was an hour late for class, in need of a new tire, and now terribly afraid of driving down I70. I went like 50 all the way home today.

I shouldn't have even gone to class... The only thing I really got was an introduction to our next paper (which I guess was worth the terrifying drive after I got help). I should have just stayed home today :/ I had maybe 4 break downs in the car throughout the course of a good hour. Nobody would stop to help me... some even honked and blared their horns at me, gave me mean looks and tried to run me over.

I don't want to commute anymore ; ; *cries*

from hitting it with my hammer too much while carving up my abstract sculpture for 3d design. My thumb's blistered up too. Painful in the hand area.

On the flip side,... ..well there is no flip side.

I'm a sad panda.

Actually there is a flip side, but it has nothing to do with college or work. Did assault last night on FFXI. I'm one step closer to my Amir Korazin for DRK. Hurray.

Because campus is practically EMPTY. I love the peace and the quiet. Plus my easiest class is on Fridays. Woo. All I really gotta have with me is my folder for that class. Put stuff in it and I get an A. I love classes where you gotta actually TRY in order to fail.

Plus, I got my 3D Design text book yesterday. Go me.